I work on my will

• 2023-12-22 15:16

I am not doing well. My health is very poor and I realise that this year not a single thing has turned out in a positive way.

Orlando has now not been with me for a little over a year and I feel lonely. I often sink into depression and don't know how to go on.

Was that my life now? Was that all I was here for? Did I learn anything meaningful from it?

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Musa gets stranded in Nairobi

• 2023-08-18 16:36

In order to get a VISA for Germany, Musa hired an agent in Nairobi. Since he no longer received any answer from there, he travelled to Nairobi at night to confront the people. On the train journey he fell asleep and his phone was stolen. So he is stranded in Nairobi.

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Orlando gets in touch again

• 2023-06-07 15:24

I am an energy with a high vibration.
Thank you for bringing me here.
Thank you for helping me.
And thank you for believing in me.
I love you ❤️
And I love myself.

Orlando wrote this to me to get in touch again.

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I get to know Jhon

• 2021-10-26 20:45

His name is John Fredy Sanchez Jaramillo and he lives in Medellín, Colombia. He speaks quite usable English. When we get to know each other, he is a little confused that I do not try to take advantage of him.

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I meet my first girlfriend: Uta

• Ended at: 1970-01-01 00:00

• 1981-07-24 15:00

We are at a so-called preparation camp of the Rott youth work and are camping outside and are at the campfire. Uta wanders through the water in the brook. That is where I meet her for the first time. Later at the campfire I fall in love.

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I do my first Reiki degree

• 1993-01-29 15:00

The whole thing takes place at the Aumüllers' house. My friends advised me to do it. At first I didn't even know what it was. In the end, however, it was very lovely, especially since during the initiation the music of Clanad - Theme from Harrys game was playing the whole time

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Qwesi's trip to claim his inheritance

• 2023-04-23 15:09

Qwesi wants to travel back to Sierra Leone to claim an inheritance.

I send him 200 pounds so that he can make the trip and sign all the necessary documents. I asked him for photos that confirm his identity to me and he sent me these.

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My anticipated diary gets an update

• 2024-01-17 14:00

I keep a diary in which only the things as they should be are written. When they then actually happen, I add the date of the event in my diary. By now it is really fun for me.

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Crimson Circle Channeling Workshop

• 2003-08-29 09:00

I take part as a musician in the Crimson Circle channeling workshop in Scheveningen, Netherlands. Geoffrey Hoppe lets me play there as a musician in front of the group of about 300 people. Tobias (the channeled being) tells me that my career as a channeling medium will now begin.

I was there with Elgin and I remember it very fondly.

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Because of abdominal pain I have to go to hospital again

• 2023-08-05 21:20

I stay in hospital for 6 days. The examinations show that I have chronic gastritis. Unfortunately everything is not going so well.

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I do my 2nd Reiki degree

• Ended at: 1970-01-01 00:00

• 1993-11-14 09:00

This weekend I travel from Detmold to Rott to do this 2nd degree with my 2nd foster mother Eva. Karin and Justus come along.

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I receive my official artist name YANCO

• 2001-08-10 00:00

Because Ascaron confirms my work on the computer games, I now receive my artist name in my identity card.

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Today Jhojan packed his things

• 2026-07-12 20:47

He wanted to go into asylum accommodation. It seems to me that it was due to a series of misunderstandings, but also to the fact that I have completely withdrawn from my life. I don't know how things should go on and I actually don't want them to go on at all.

In the end he did stay, but today something inside me broke.

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Photos of me at Hans's place

• 1996-02-01 00:00

Hans takes photos of me at his home. They are actually meant to go into a band info sheet, but later none of that is ever done.

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I meet up for the Veedelzoch with Alex von Lengerke

• 2023-02-19 10:00

I get to know his wife and his children. They are all really sweet.

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Qwesi sends me pictures

• 2023-04-27 09:39

He is now in Sierra Leone, where he grew up. I am glad to see these pictures.

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Orlando wants to come to me

• 2023-07-20 13:50

We talk for a long time and our conversation only ends when he has to wash off a face mask.

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New photos of Musa

• 2023-07-13 15:50

He is now in Nairobi and has applied for the VISA there.

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I have to go to hospital because of kidney stones

• 2012-03-29 00:00

Because of kidney stones I am admitted to hospital. The pain is very bad, but Novalgin becomes my best friend.

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I visit my sister Ramona

• 2020-01-12 16:00

Her whole family is there and Ariane also comes with her loved ones.

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Musa cannot come because of the required VISA

• 2023-04-22 16:00

Since the requirements for a VISA cannot be met by Musa, he cannot enter Germany.

There is someone who offered to obtain all the documents so that he would have the VISA in 3 weeks. However, he demanded €1500 for that.

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Orlando says good night in German

• 2023-06-08 23:45

The audio file says it all. It is simply sweet.

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I give Musa the money for the VISA

• 2023-04-27 09:39

I have now decided to bring Musa to Germany and to give us a chance. He is supposedly going to get a VISA for €1000 now and will then be able to enter Germany with it. Let's see whether it finally works this time.

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Hans takes photos at his home, also of the band Cháque

• 1997-01-01 00:00

At that time the band consists of:
Hans Jürgen Kuhnke - drums, Lars Oberhaus - keys, Konni Deppe - vocals, Martin Rudkowski - guitar and me on bass

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A single card reading that says nothing

• 2023-12-05 09:49

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I end the Art-KYTAN

• 2021-10-10 14:00

After the Art-KYTAN became so tough that it was no longer bearable, I end it completely.

The whole thing plays out quite dramatically and I am very upset. After 6 years of work and all the effort, it turns out that it was all for nothing.

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Qwesi is ready to wallpaper

• 2023-07-08 07:00

He wants to keep doing this until he receives his inheritance and can come to me.

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Flowers for Valentine's Day

• 2022-02-14 07:04

For Valentine's Day I send Musa flowers and a few other nice things. I was able to order them from a delivery service that delivered directly in Mombasa. I am glad it arrived there in time and that he sent me the lovely photos.

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Musa's photo with a new phone

• 2023-07-25 13:47

Musa has his new phone and sends me photos.

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I meet up with Simon again

• 2023-03-19 15:00

After Simon got in touch again, we meet up and go out to eat something.

We talk about the past, the problems with loneliness, friends, Corona, panic attacks, drugs and depression.

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